I have had little time (literally) between my travels from coast to coast and state to state to properly give thought to Anita’s Wild Card self-reflection questions. Although I did zero in on one of them in particular – selecting a symbol for my portfolio.
I am a visual person so I thought this would be easy. But for some reason, I am finding it very difficult. How could one symbol or image represent what you would like to communicate about your personality or being? If there was a symbol that represented me what would it be? Is there really one archetype that can represent an individual? It’s probably the reason I have never gotten a tattoo… I can’t imagine picking one image that I would want to permanently live with. As found written in an 8th grade journal of mine, “Consistent change is the only constant in life”. I kind of still believe that.
Although difficult to pin down, I gravitated toward this task and welcomed the relief and break from hours of computer work – sitting with a pile of books peering through pages of visual images was an enjoyable experience. Below are some of the first finds and thoughts on selecting an archetype to represent my individuality and the work that I do.
So what kind of woman am I? Is there a symbol that can represent that?
What kinds of images have been used in the past to represent women? Do I separately self identify as being a woman? Being a woman with a certain kind of career? Hmmm… not really
Do I identify as being a traveler? Well… not only.
Do I identify with the amount of money I make? Or where I live? Maybe the things that I own or the things that I do? No… not really. None of that really seems to get at who I am or what my work choices have meant to me.
Could an animal represent me? I am starting to feel like a turtle residing on or by the water for the past two years and moving my home with me from place to place.
Should I look to astrology? Being a Capricorn is supposed to mean I am good on land and in water (the goat/fish). It sort of suits?
What about looking to history, mythology, or dreams to find the right symbol?
It all seems way too representational and a little bit too specific for me, connected only to one thing time, or place, with predisposed meaning.
Honestly I would prefer not putting any excess pictorial images on my online portfolio in addition to representing my work itself. After looking through more symbols I started leaning toward those that were graphic and linear.
The number 4 for some reason has always been my favorite number
I liked this one for its meaning more than the graphic. Sewing a seed that would grow the universe sounds appealing to me.
Again, I am more interested in the meaning here, rather than the graphic itself. The idea of independent movement and migration is something that has always played a role in my life.
After searching through pages and pages of symbols in books at Powell’s bookstore in Portland. My friend Gabe found this book “The Book of RUNES” by Ralph H. Blum
The symbols in this book seem to hold both the graphics and the meanings that I feel are more akin to me.
The following text was taken from the introduction of Blum’s book
“Runes are of Scandinavian decent and are an ancient alphabetic script in which each letter possesses a meaning and a signifying sound. They were used for legal documents, writing poetry and inscriptions but never evolved as a spoken language.”
This Rune is the Berkana Rune. It represents Growth, Rebirth, and Birch Tree. “The growth may occur in affairs of the world, family matters, the relationship of the self to the self or to the divine. This Rune leads to blossoming and ripening. It is concerned with the flow of beings into their new forms.”
This Rune is Inguz. “It represents fertility or new beginnings. This Rune is akin to the moon, the intuitive part of our nature, with its urge toward harmonizing and adjusting in the sphere of personal relationships. The completion of beginnings is that Inguz requires. Drawing this Rune may mark a time of joyful deliverance of new life, a new path. It means you will have the strength to achieve completion resolution from which comes new beginning.”
There are a few other Runes in this book that I am drawn to but these last two are the ones that speak to me the most.
I know which image I would pick but I have been asked by the Wild Card to allow the readers to vote upon the image that I should use. Please visit the Living Chapters Facebook Page and cast your vote for the image in the ” (wo)man and her symbols” photo album that you feel best represents either my work or myself.7/19/13
Just finding this blog today? Read the prologue for more details on what Living Chapters is all about.
Images of the symbols were taken from the following books found in Powell’s bookstore in Portland OR: “The Book of Symbols” – Taschen “Man and His Symbols” – Carl Jung “The Symbolic Quest” – Edward Whitmont “1000 symbols, What Shapes Mean in Art and Myth” by Rowena and Rupert Shepherd